Today, this song was especially poignant.
It reflects my heart today. Heck, it reflects me today, my posture today. It is the state of today.
And, I suppose, sometimes it feels nice to have someone sing back to you your diary because it makes you realize you're not so alone after all. In fact, you're kind of...normal.
"Find You On My Knees"
{By Kari Jobe}
Troubles chasing me again,
Breaking down my best defense,
I'm looking, God, I'm looking for you
Weary just won't let me rest and fear is filing up my head.
I'm longing, God I'm longing for you
But I will find you in the place I'm in,
find you when I'm at my end,
find you when there's nothing left of me
to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you'll never leave me thirsty
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I'll find you on my knees.
So what if sorrow shakes my faith,
what if heartache still remains,
I'll trust you, my God I'll trust you.
'Cause You are faithful and
I will find you in the place I'm in,
find you when I'm at my end,
find you when there's nothing left of me
to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you'll never leave me thirsty
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I'll find you on my knees.
When my hope is gone, when the fear is strong
When the pain is real, when it's hard to heal
When my faith is shaken and my heart is broken
and my joy is stolen, God I know that
You lift me up, you'll never leave me searching,
find you in the place I'm in,
find you when I'm at my end,
find you when there's nothing left of me
to offer you except for brokenness.
You lift me up, you'll never leave me thirsty
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I'll find you on my knees.