10.03.2009

My Hope is You

Lately I've been reading this blog.

Lately I've been going through trials of my own. Feeling trapped in my own life, feeling trapped in my own world. But upon reading this blog, starting from the beginning of her trials, mine dwarf in comparison.

Now, I'm not here to compare, rather to put into perspective my own trials - that my seemingly large problems and my deep valleys are nothing more than speed bumps and potholes.

Last night I didn't quite blame God for the hurt I've felt, but I was very close. And that distrust, that anger is exactly where the enemy wants me to hold onto, to dwell upon. Instead, I force myself to remember all of my hope and joy that He gives me, hoping that if I force it long enough, it will become real.

I have to grasp tightly onto the promises that God has given me, the love he promises to me and gives me freely and I must remember that when He is with me, I can make it through anything, "God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day." Psalm 46:5

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